Not gonna delete my DA...
this place is just to much of a happy place.

I have some words to say:

You're amazing, and I want you to know it. I want you to know that you're always going to be my best friend and when I say this it's not slipped lies, or simple red dyes. It's the complete truth and I'm going to try super hard to help you through this...idk how or what I'm going to do...but know I'm here. I'm here with arms wide open, and I'll just be there. I know I've said some things, and lost some time with you...but let me tell you, beautiful...I realize this and now if it's not to late I want to fix it. Because I want our friendship to be as strong as ever, and I'll hold you closer than most because you can be heaven. We have great times when things are at ease and life is treating you fairly. So let me give you a hand and pull up right up from that cracking cliff. I'm done counting all the regrets and swallowing myself up in the past...let me be the change in the weather. I'll help, I can help...and no matter how unhealthy I am right now for you, maybe sometime in the future I'll be healthy for you again. I've got a feeling that tonight and from now on it's going to be a good night. I've just got a feeling I don't know where it's coming from, but tonight we should live it up because WE CAN and WE WILL! So sometime sooner than next month or next week...a sleepover is needed. I will be asking my dad, I just hope he trusts me and my judgment. So whether it be I drag you over here or you voluntarily come over, just know I want to hang out soon! We'll play guitar and some piano, we'll create a better past and laugh it up because we'll play some crazy dress up...let's go the the thrift store and try on the ugliest clothes alive because you and I both know there are some pretty ugly clothes and then there are some FABULOUS ONES! Let's go get cheap Mickey D's ice cream...and then we'll come home and play some fun video games...just give me a shot!!! We'll have fun...*hugs* You've always been the best...

ily
Raelee
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